I just wanted to apologise for how I have been disappearing from the blog with alarming regularity .
If you didn't know, I have been unemployed for a little over a year, apart from a few short temp roles. Over the last few months, my life has been increasingly irregular in my search for employment.
Last week, I was offered a job and I couldn't be happier or more relieved.
The last month has been absolute chaos; from inaccurate job descriptions to being pushed into a job that almost cost more for me to get to than I would earn, to desperate job searches and overall panic - its not been much fun.
I had a visit to see one of my best friends last weekend and it was so good to just chill out, chat and play Pokemon Go. It was the best thing I could have done and I had such a wonderful time. I was sad to leave and go back to real life.
Tuesday was back to the chaos and I was exhausted by the evening.
Yesterday I crashed. I don't really want to chat about it much, but I definitely had been building up to it for months and after the worst of it, I spent my day looking after myself. I wasn't great.
Today I feel so much better. I didn't feel anywhere near as anxious or panicky when I woke up. I've been so productive and even managed to edit a couple of Youtube videos.
Over the next few weeks I will be super busy but I will hopefully continue to post on the blog and YouTube channel.
Speak soon, Darlings